So, I've been diagnosed with ADD (attention deficit disorder for people who don't know...) I dunno if they're actually making a huge difference so far, they're trying to find the right dosage for me.
But the thing is, the only day I felt a significant difference was the first day. I felt a buzz in my head - almost like I was wired on caffeine. And I felt that for like 10 hours straight. Awesome. Especially since the only thing I wanted to do that day was just play Stacraft 2 which I had just gotten like a day or two earlier.
But now there's no noticeable difference in my attention span... I still only focus on things I like. Which seemed to be the problem for most people. I only put my focus into things I loved to do, and what made me happy, and settled for nothing less.
Did the pills make me any better as a person? I'm not sure. They helped me focus better on the task at hand, but I'm still not doing homework, or listening to bullshit rules.
In a way I guess it does... I'm not even gonna get into the way it made me even view myself. I didn't even think I needed pills, and thought I didn't even have ADD. Now it's getting sort of out of hand.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
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